Jo

Now my future is bright, not black!
Where do I start…… I have Fibromyalgia. I am badly disabled with its pain and all its other symptoms. I was a nurse for 20 years. This illness stole that from me. I can’t care for my 2 year old son and therefore my partner cannot work as he is carer for both of us. I cannot walk any distance. A quick trip to the local shop destroys me. To say I was weighed down, depressed and defeated was an understatement. I felt useless, worthless and a burden. I met Jackie after my Mum contacted her as she was desperate to find a treatment that would help me. Up until recently I would have rolled my eyes at the idea. Being an ICU nurse my whole world has been founded in science and technology. The moment I met Jackie I felt her energy, her empathy and I cried. There on the street. I looked at her and asked what she had done?? Lol I can honestly say I was utterly broken when I met Jackie. Now after just 2 sessions I can say I’m not. After the first session I was drained, but the next day!!!! Wow!!! I was buzzing!! I hadn’t felt that good in so long I actually couldn’t believe it! My Mum was overjoyed to see such a change in me, like I said I couldn’t believe it myself. Of course the Fibro didn’t disappear, I did what we all do on a good day, I ran around like a loon and completely overdid it. Paid for it the next day. You know what though? I didn’t care!!! I had seen a glimmer of hope. The actual possibility of me not being crippled existed!!! My mum had paid for 2 sessions for me so I couldn’t WAIT for my next session and had done my homework as set by Jackie lol Oh wow. This time I was so receptive to Jackie’s treatment that I actually felt the energy flow through me. Its mad, and trust me I wouldn’t have believed it possible, but its true. I didn’t have the same wow buzz effect the next day, this time I wanted to sleep sleep and sleep. Thing is though, despite not having that big BAM result again, I have noticed an overall reduction in my pain. I’m waiting on a new drug therapy and with this I have to REDUCE my painkillers!! I should be in AGONY!! I’m not!! I’m in pain yes, I’m exhausted yes, I still have Fibromyalgia, but I’m also positive about the future now. As an aside I have also discovered that my healing days may not be over…..turns out I have a natural affinity with the healing energies associated with Reiki. Now my future is bright not black. Thanks to my mum and Jackie. I love them both